Two papers down! and two more to go! weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Studying for the first two was so depressing and painful. Like memorizing something that I had doubts of whether they'll remain in my head! However, something I'm thankful for was that in the midst of all these, God reminded me of Him. In some of my notes, I'll write words like "With Christ in the vessel we can smile at the storm", or "God is my Master".. And there was one part of my pharmacology notes where I wrote, "O worship the King!" Yes! Even in the difficulties of studying, I will worship Him! Without Christ I'm nothing!

Few days before the first paper, I sat in my room thinking of how far I've gone since young, especially since I came to NUS, pharmacy school. It has been so tough, yet I've only failed one test I think. But have never failed any modules. That in itself is God's miracle in my life. I'm not like my peers in school who are smart, and have good memory, and are relatively independent. I'm weak, afraid to be alone, and often am tempted to just give up everything and run away from difficulties.

That was exactly what I felt the few days before my first paper. But slowly and surely, God reminded me that He is working in my life. These words came to my heart as I travelled to school for the first paper, "It does not matter whether I pass. Even if I do not, I already have the most wonderful gift. And that is God's wonderful gift of salvation. I can lose all things in this world, for I have already gained an eternity in God's Kingdom where at that time, there'll be no more sin, and no more rebellion."

Such greatness! Therefore, let us worship the King, Jesus Christ who reigns forever more.

"O worship the King, all glorious above
O gratefully sing His wonderful love
Our Shield and Defender, the Ancient of Days
Pavilioned in splender, and girded with praise"
----Christ Tomlin

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